sassymcgee's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- To the coolest grandpa EVER! I promise this is the last, yet most important one. I no longer have a grandfather. Yesterday, hundreds of miles away, my grandfather was laid to rest in a cemetery I will never get to visit and say goodbye to him. And I will have to live with that for the rest of my life. So I will say my goodbyes now. Thank you grandpa for being the grandpa that every person who's ever written about family writes about. You were the type of grandpa that some people, I am sure, wished they had. Thank you for being you. I love you and I miss you already... It will be two years in March that he passed away and I wrote this. The funny part? He would've LOVED this blog. 4:38 p.m. - 2010-09-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Grown-Up Freak OUT!! Wow. Another one from the archives. Death Last Sunday I was at a rock concert waiting for the headlining band to appear when my train of thought lead me to this: When I die, I will never see my friends and family again. What was THAT about? Shit. Does all this worrying about death make me officially old? Yeeeeeeaaaah. 2008 must've been a bad year for me. 4:31 p.m. - 2010-09-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- NOT a fond memory... here's an old blog I wrote a couple of years ago. LOVE. It's what everybody desires. Great. But what if that so-called love never happens? And I'm not talking about familial love. Do you begin to think that love will never happen for you and you resign yourself to that so-called fact? If yes... I have never been in love. That's a very harsh reality for me to face when I'm getting closer and closer to forty. My ego was hurt more than my heart. I never cried for days and listened to crappy sad songs... Looking back, I know I was in that bad-boy stage of my life that most women go through. The insanely gorgeous, emotionally dead guys I tried to see the good in. But. I realize reading that I am STILL in that rut. 4:20 p.m. - 2010-09-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Germ-a-phobes Beware!!!! I have to laugh. I was at the store the other day when I saw yet AGAIN the word "anti-bacterial" on hand soap. I'm going to let you in on a little secret... Bacteria cannot grow on soap. Plus it cleans and kills germs JUST as effectively as the "antibacterial" soap. I learned that in the fifth grade from my friend's science fair project. Plus what makes things antibacterial is bad for the environment. And I'm not up for killing the planet so I'll stick to the regular soap thanks. 2:44 p.m. - 2010-09-26 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Groove IS in the heart I want to go dancing. I just realized that I can NOT remember the last time I was on the dance floor shaking my groove thang. It's true. I love dancing and if I would've been taller, I would've become a professional dancer. Stupid genes. I even used to make up dances in my back yard when I was a kid. But it wasn't meant to be. So now I dance around my pad and occasionally venture out to the bars and get down. I become a different person when I dance... Too bad I have to work tonight. Sigh. 2:05 p.m. - 2010-09-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The New Oedipus Complex My co-worker at the bar has a step-son. We shall call him Billy since I can't remember it... Billy's wife looks like a younger version of his mom. Hopefully the wifey doesn't ACT like his mom... Now I'm just getting creepy. Is that the norm for men? That would explain a LOT though. Pfffttt.
3:48 p.m. - 2010-09-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- No Spuds for this chick. What is it with the boner people get for pit bulls? Seriously. Because personally, I think pit bulls just LOOK mean. But truly, how often do you hear about a golden retriever attacking someone? Can't say that about Spuds. Don't think they can be mean? Besides... Those crazy-ass dogs keep on clamping down once they've attacked. No thanks. I'll just pass on having that kind of dog in my house. Even if she drinks beer and wears sunglasses. 7:04 p.m. - 2010-09-21 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The 55 year old and up overly-tan, skanky-dressed woman festival
How old do you have to be before you figure out that you're not young anymore? Help me out here. Saturday night was that stupid cover band I told you about. I worked in the bar instead of outside at the beer tent and I can't help but wonder... Does alcohol impair some women from being able to flush a toilet? Some skank even left her underwear in the bathroom. That was a new one. I hate hate HATE that stupid, mullet-loving, ripped t-shirt, mediocre talent, small-town rock cover band and their retarded "fans". Thank the lord it's OVER. 7:06 p.m. - 2010-09-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Now I live in a neighborhood with an ICE CREAM TRUCK!!! I heard the ice cream truck drive by yesterday. I didn't even know those things still existed. I DID realize that that stupid song they use does NOT invoke fond memories of childhood...that it doesn't give me a craving for ice cream. It just annoys the crap out of me. The song is meant to lure children to their truck for ice cream... Stupid annoying ice cream song. 12:12 p.m. - 2010-09-18 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Home sweet...where's my home? I seem to have lost it somewhere. I live in a new house. The thing is, it's not mine. I am basically renting a room. I don't feel comfortable here. Truthfully I actually liked living in the over-priced apartment a LOT better... At least I felt like I was home. Am I going to be able to paint? To sculpt in this place? It's almost like I'm homeless. I have a feeling I might need to move. Soon. FUCK!!!!! 3:58 p.m. - 2010-09-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Cover bands, mullets and beer oh my! I need to go to a concert. I am in the mood to see some awesome live music. And I emphasize the word AWESOME. I haven't been to a concert since Rock on the Range in MAY!!! I can't wait. So my weekend will be spent listening to a bad classic rock cover band while keeping the drunks from the festival under control. Shoot me now. 5:19 p.m. - 2010-09-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ummmmm...I honestly don't know. Lady Gaga is effin' WEIRD. Seriously? Seriously. I just hope she was wearing undies because meat juice in certain places would NOT be good. Gross. Besides the sanitary factor, she wasted PERFECTLY good steaks! And don't EVEN say she could still cook them up... Ewwwww. How in the world did that designer pitch THAT idea? Whatever. Celebrities. 8:55 a.m. - 2010-09-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Et tu BACON!? I have already failed. Stupid evil, delicious bacon! Obviously so. This whole eating better thing is going to be harder than I thought. Stupid bacon in everything. Crap. 4:54 p.m. - 2010-09-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Goodbye delicious fat-kid food...I'll miss you! I'm going to start my new workout regimen today. Gee now I REALLY don't want to do this. 4:03 p.m. - 2010-09-13 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The difference between the devil and a politician? You know what you're getting with the devil. Okay. I am pretty much getting sick and tired of politics. And wake up and see that Sarah Palin is THE evil incarnate...that whenever she opens her mouth a kitten, puppy, and any other small furry animal throws up. I hate election years. 5:43 p.m. - 2010-09-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Drunken shenanigans He didn't show up. So I hung out with my friends and proceeded to get tipsy and sing bad karaoke songs. Oh and I helped a coworker who just turned 21 get drunk. Actually trashed is a better word. Silly little young girl. 12:43 p.m. - 2010-09-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A man like that would NEVER fall for ME... Why am I SUCH a WUSS!? There's a guy. I am SUCH a moron. I deserve to be alone as I am so COMPLETELY oblivious to the opposite sex... Unless he shows up. Then he better watch out... And I can be unpredictable and QUITE touchy-feely when I do that. God I hope he shows up. 8:33 p.m. - 2010-09-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Another ole' fa-shun book burnin' in the U.S. of A y'all! What the fuck is wrong with people!? Now I'm not a religious person at ALL, But seriously!? Shame on that PASTOR. Because I KNOW if someone burnt HIS bible and he knew about it... Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm... Maybe I should pop over to see if that would happen. He's honestly just another pious ass who thinks he KNOWS how people should be. Jackass. 5:26 p.m. - 2010-09-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Oh where O where did my entry go? Oh Diaryland... 10:57 a.m. - 2010-09-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sufferin' Succatash!!! The BBQ pit at the bar I work at had kittens. On of the guys heard them mewing and saw them at the bottom. What a smart mom. Well, luckily the gas wasn't turned on to ignite the grill. Then it WOULDN'T have been the perfect place. For anyone. 5:39 p.m. - 2010-09-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dungeons are nicer than THIS basement!!! Dear dirty moldy basement, Thank you. Thank you for making it DISGUSTING to clean you out today. Thank you for allowing me to breathe in your stale, probably mold-infested, air. And finally thanks for all the spiders' homes I invaded today with my head. So good luck creeping out the next tenants. NOT going to miss you, Sassymcgee
7:21 p.m. - 2010-08-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- One House Two House White House Brown House It's almost here. I am almost done with this moving crap. I am SOOOOO going to spend an entire day doing nothing except watch movies and eat fat kid food. Come on September!!!! 7:57 p.m. - 2010-08-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Yumminess Yesterday I had an honest to goodness foodgasm. There was a welcome back picnic for faculty and staff at the president's house and the food was DELICIOUS! Even cold it was STILL scrumptious. Great. Now I'm hungry. 10:33 a.m. - 2010-08-25 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Vacation. All I ever wanted. Vacation. Having to get away! I need a vacay. But I know that won't happen. The bosses are acting like chickens with their heads cut off... At least all the cutie-patootie coaches and staff are dressed up today for staff photos. A TAD of a plus on this looonnnnggg day. 10:08 a.m. - 2010-08-24 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- See this movie!!! Last night I saw Scott Pilgrim vs. The World. Let me just warn you though... It's quite quirky and different. But it's also sweet, funny and action-packed. Scrumptious. And that's ALWAYS a bonus. 11:11 a.m. - 2010-08-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Definition of a writer? I hope not. What makes a writer a writer? Is it what they themselves read? I want to know. Because everybody seems to have an opinion about what I should be reading or doing. Booooriiiing. I DON'T read to get ideas on what to write or HOW to write... I don't plagiarize. So please... Because I'm super-duper awesome. And you know it. 1:54 p.m. - 2010-08-20 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Thimpot. Snugglemize. I want to talk gibberish today to see if people ask me if I've had a stroke. Or if they ignore me and act like they know what I'm talking about. Then again, talking gibberish I would probably have to repeat myself so much that it wouldn't be funny anymore and would eventually annoy the crap out of me. Stupid people not getting when I'm kidding. Gees. 12:11 p.m. - 2010-08-19 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Shove your jeggings up your ASS...oh they already ARE. Uh-Oh. It's almost time for another school year. Another year of tights-as-pants and "jeggings"(which is a STUPID name by the way). And I don't care WHAT they say... This look does NOT look good on everyone. Yikes. 11:17 a.m. - 2010-08-17 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Awwwwwww... Sometimes I am SUCH a girl. I saw this other week on CNN. And they do. They showed this big leopard rolling around on the ground on a bunch of catnip. Sometimes I amaze even myself when I act like a chick. 11:26 a.m. - 2010-08-16 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Get in my belly!!! I went too far. The other day I stuffed myself with sushi and hibachi food so much that I developed a food baby. Stupid delicious Japanese food. 4:28 p.m. - 2010-08-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A hero? I don't think so! Listen UP! Steve Slater is NOT a hero. He's a whiny jackass. People throw that word around too easily these days. A hero doesn't go ballistic because a customer was rude to him then throw a temper tantrum by jumping out of a plane. A hero? I think people need to learn the TRUE meaning of the word before they label someone who truly doesn't deserve it. I'll even help by GIVING you the definition. Hero: �noun, plural -roes; for 5 also -ros. Slater was definitely NOT any of these things so STOP USING THIS WORD WHEN DESCRIBING HIM!!!!! It's insulting to true heroes when it's used improperly. Jackasses. 1:44 p.m. - 2010-08-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Attack of The Gigantic, Icky, Killer Bugs Ummm what is the DEAL with the bugs this summer!? First the Cicadas. And I use the word "little" a bit capriciously. Then last night while I was playing cards the biggest horsefly I have EVER seen would not leave us alone! That is the first time in YEARS that I've seen one of those. But the best had to be when we were leaving the bar and we were hanging outside waiting for the smokers. One of my friends... I can't even think of this without laughing. One of my friends had a praying mantis land on his chin and dangle there like a stick. Seriously. And let me tell you that it was HUGE!!! Thank GOD it landed on him and not of of us chickies. Because I'm pretty sure that there would've LITERALLY been screams heard 'round the world. Blech. 10:15 a.m. - 2010-08-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Woman in Black In the summer, I HATE my work uniform. I've felt like a fat, sweaty female Johnny Cash this summer. Is it fall yet? 6:52 p.m. - 2010-08-10 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Shop of Horrors!!! There's this place in town that sells art supplies and craft junk. And doll heads and other parts. I remember thinking that they looked kinda scary hanging there in their bags... The ones that REALLY creeped me out though were the bags that just had faces. No heads. What the...!? WHAT kind of homemade doll would make THAT look normal? I don't think I really want an answer to that question. 10:07 a.m. - 2010-08-09 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Whack-a-clown! What is the effin' deal with clowns!? Does ANYBODY find them funny with their stupid make-up and tricks? And if you say they're funny then you're either five or KINDA slow. Stupid clowns. 6:28 p.m. - 2010-08-08 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Viva Las Vegas!!! I was channel surfing and saw Bridezillas was on and I came to this conclusion: Weddings are ridiculous. When did we decide that we HAD to spend thousands of dollars for BASICALLY a party? As young girls we are almost brainwashed into thinking that we HAVE to have this lavish reception... I say screw that. But then again... Just an idea. 7:15 p.m. - 2010-08-07 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- An Act-Like-A-Grown-Up Day Ahhhhhhhhh. A day off. A day off with great weather and nobody but me and the cat at home so I can do whatever I want WHENEVER I want. I can be stubborn like that. True story. 1:52 p.m. - 2010-08-06 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Whoa. I need to slowly back away from the knives... Geez Louise!!! At work this morning I have already: 1. Dropped an entire container of pasta salad on the floor. And it's only 11:15am. Yikes. 11:08 a.m. - 2010-08-05 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Guuurrl, you better WORK!!! I'm going to be controversial now. I think it's effin' GREAT that Judge Walker overruled Proposition 8 in California. "Moral disapproval alone is an improper basis on which to deny rights to gay men and lesbians. The evidence shows conclusively that Proposition 8 enacts, without reason, a private moral view that same-sex couples are inferior to opposite-sex couples,". I couldn't have said it better myself. Now I'm not gay, but I see no harm in letting people who love each other get married... Whether ANYONE agrees with it or not. Hopefully this will last and not be appealed by all those pompous, self-righteous a'holes. I'm keeping my fingers crossed. 6:15 p.m. - 2010-08-04 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Stalker's Early Years? I envy fanatic fans. She's in her late forties. Just a TAD creepy. 9:23 a.m. - 2010-08-03 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Superfreak! Superfreak! She's super freaky awwww! What the...! I saw this morning on GMA that some people are raising monkeys. I am not kidding. These people are dressing monkeys up as kids and treating them as such. I think I hear the theme from Psycho the more I talk about this. I am SO not going into a shower right now. Weirdos. 10:21 a.m. - 2010-08-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Worst night EVER! Ummmm... There was the most hillbilly-ish wedding last night at work. Jackasses. OH! And let's not forget to mention the puking incident. Well said douche puked over the railing and down three flights of stairs all the way to the basement. Ugh. 5:59 p.m. - 2010-08-01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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